well finally another week has passed... n another week closer to the big day... the A lvl results haha... once again tis week i m 18cm away from passing my ippt... grrr... after passin pull ups... now i m stuck at tis point for the 2nd week,.... i really dunno how to pass my sbj lah... cant jump for nuts!!! haiz...

anyway... enough of tis complainin... so i shall move on to valentines day haha... well.... tis is my 1st vdae that i spend in camp wif a whole bunch of guys... so everyone keep saboing each other lah like asking around if anyone got say happy valentines to a gal... haha... den sabo by snatching away the hp... grrr... chan jing actually snatched my hp lah.... n did somethin wif it haha... on sat at church... i was seriously tryin to stay awake durin sermon... thanks to rt in the morning... but i m glad i did... cos i learnt so much abt prayer lolz... yup... in the end... its yr intentions that matters haha.... in the nite... i had to leave earlier cos got guests in my hse haha... so i became the water boy... serving ppl drinks... cleanin up the mess haha... well the things the host will do for his beloved guests lolz... either way... i m really glad that i managed to b a good host n meet my relatives haha... tonite goin back in for another whole week... i really pray that i can finally pass my ippt so i can go home on FRI!!!!!! haiz... but i guess its up to his will... yup.... as my fren jerome always says... its all in God's plan... haha

well thats all for today... to all e ppl havin exams... all e best n strive hard ya!!!! haha... n all a lvl results ppl... God bless lol... cya!!

hmmm happy chinese new yr ppl... well today went for church hse visiting... but b4 that for service... we watched a movie called a freewheel or somethin... basically bout a old car salesman who was lost but found his way back wif God... the ppl in the movie were e same ppl frm the movie facing e giants... like e main character... i gotta tell u... tis movie really touched me and i guess it was a prayer answered by God bcos well as mich bay say today... i was well facin a crisis bout church....

mic bay cleared my doubts wen she said e whole church was under an attack where ppl were tired of comin 2 church... that was y we had the 12 midnite prayer thingy... she said our cell alone had 3-4 ppl... i knew iwas 1 of them... but i cant figure out who r the rest... juz gotta pray hard... the movie i guess showed a reflection of me... n i thing i came away frm it was that doin things my way got my kinda results... but God's way were better... n that our choices in life etermine the state i m now... whether full or empty... but wad really hit home was the statement that sometimes its not that we cant hear the word of God... but rather that we choose not to accept it as it contradicts wif our way of life... haiz... i decided to make the change... now i onli hope i can really hold on to that thought...

well enough of that... aft that we went to nick n shi feng hse... it was there that we really had a lot of fun... oli n yun mei n yanni were super afraid of nick dog lah... while mic bay was playin wif the dogs like they belongd to her haha... all i can say is that she was a true blue pro at it haha.... n i could see they had a lot of fun... like how gladys n lora juz kept eating n eating n eating haha...

aft that at shi feng hse... we had another round of food haha... by den we were pretty full lol...the best part was that the parents didnt allow us to leave unless we finished e food lolz... den they llocked us in e hse!!! to go for dinner haha... but well ya.... shi feng did hav the key... we watched the movie notebook for a while b4 we left haha... without finishing the food lolz...

aft that me n nick went to hav dinner at cafe cartel at bpp.... haiz the lagsagne there was terribel... but well at least we got free flow of bread haha... on e way home... i witnessed a scene... got policemen n an ambulance... all i saw was a man halfnaked on the floor though... n bloodied... wonder wad happened to him... cant wait to experience this life myself once i graduate..hehe...

well that was all today... this chinese new yr passed really fast... n that marks almost the end of my longest hol... next up is good fri... that is i will onli enjoy if i do well for my a lvl result... my future deoends on it... i juz pray really hard for a miracle... well... thats all today... take care ppl n for the poly ppl... jia you!!! n nick... juz in case... a good farewell n soar high in china!!! u will nt b forgotten haha... byeee!!!

this comin week is the week i have been waitin for...not cos its chinese new yr... but cos its 3 days in camp onli... haha.... yup... well ytd went for cell... to tell u the truth i didnt really wana go at 1st... cos i gotta go out wif my dad in the nite... so like go also no point... but in the end mic bay told me to juz go for cell at least... so last min decided to go... yup... ytd i went to jp wif marv 1st becos i had to buy present for my sis bdae haha.... cant believe i actually spent so much on it... but guess being once in a yr... so ya wadever... btw marv if u r readin tis... i told her the pacifier was from u haha....

if u noticed... i put on a new song... its actually all or nothing... reason y?? erm actually cos i was listening to it during camp...so ya... suddenly liking it once again... haiz.... but somehow... aft ytd cell grp filled wif games n laughter... i suddenly felt somethin strange... it was felt the most during pnw... n it wasnt a good kinda feelin... it felt...well... hmmm mayb i shldnt hink bout it.. i shall see how tis week goes by b4 findin out if that is really somethin to worry bout... ya... goin camp again.... so ya to all u ppl not in ns... all e best... n God bless... even though we always face a fridAy.... always believe for a sunday yup/.... byeeee