one more day n 1 more time

lately got exam.... so i didnt really blog much.... well the prelims is juz round the corner.... dunno how will i do 4 it.... but seriously..... rite nw i m feelin afraid of it comin.... yet at the same time i also cant wait 4 it to b done n over with.... n juz don think bou it... basically.... i guess the word 4 it is stress.... yup.... it can help push me i guess... but i guess too much isnt such a gd thing 4 me.... like sometimes it makes me do things that i will regret later.... but guess.... the truth is that i don hav the luxury to regret wad i've done.... wad i can do is move on from that.... stress also makes me pretty flustered n hot tempered at times... so if i vent my anger on anyone of u during tis period... i apologise 1st.... but if i do.... let me noe aft my exams haha... i promise i will make it up to u lol..... but don expect shark fin or anything lol.... ya...but i promise to make up 4 it 1 way or another.. lets juz see where things go from here..... ya... god bless u ppl.... n may he help us b the ppl we can b proud of...:):):)

finally gt time

haha think a week nvr blog le... but wad to do???? no time haha.... mugging more impt rite.....anyway... ytd i went to church 4 a short while.... didnt really think could make it... but ya... God provided a way as usual... haha... ytd i saw my new niece.... ya her 1 mth old bdae i think thats wad they call it... haha i was super shocked wen my mom insisted i hold her haha... super scary cos like super scared will crush her or drop her.... a small new life... but it was an experience haha... ya.... wooohooo next week is the last week of sch.... so cant wait 4 that to end.... den its the prelims aft the hols... well lets see how ready i m 4 that wen i face it hehe... ya.... cant think of anything much to say... so i will stop at here haha.... back to studyin again i guess... haha cya ppl...

we will make it

well... been a few days since i posted somethin... so i guess will talk bout the fireworks 1st.... ya i really enjoyed it... somemore got music also.... so its alot more interestin than b4 haha... ya... but it was the journey back home that was really tiring havin to squeeze thru all the ppl n all... haha.... ya... guess can say that i started studyin alr... everyday stay at the cc to juz study... really found its a gd environment to study as well.... so ya... gotta catch up on my work... but i guess its at tis time that ppl start feelin demoralised... can say sometimes i feel the same way... poly ppl... jc ppl... even sec ppl... all feelin stress.... as a result... sometimes it affects them... but guess wad i wanna say is that we r all in this tgt..... so we gotta hold on n press on as well.... ya... wen feelin down... juz find frenz to talk it out... even if they cant solve the prob... at least it feel better to voice out.... wadever happens.. noe that u neva walk alone.... wadz impt is that we try our best to reach our goals ya... so guess lets do our best... i will do my best... nt juz 4 my studie but to help the ppl around me as well.... tgt we will make it

another day has ended

well i m back again..... ya.... today was a pretty rough day..... guess mayb cos it was a bored day.... tiring as well... another week has ended n another week closer to the As..... cant say i lookin 4ward to that..... but basically nw got a few dilemmas.... for example haha.... wad course to take at uni!!!! that is if i m able to choose a course that i like lol..... but another big prob is phy.... grrrr..... the 1 sub i hav neva ever conquered.... hate to thik of the best case senario of my studies bein a AAU result...... dont even dare to think bout that...... haha qhat will i giv 4 someone to help me or tell me hw to do phy.... i juz cant get it... mayb cos i nt a science person.... but dun wanna think bout it... now can only push forward ya..... well tmr is another sat... wonder wad that brings 4 me... bein such a rushy day.... got church den got fireworks..... but i'll leave it to tmr i guess... well cya ppl.... nitez..

l***

welll i m back today..... supposed to go study nw... but i decided nvm.... don bother... guess very tired cos thot of too many things..... guess while thinkin i learnt somethin more bout l***...... as to wad is the next 3 letters i leave it to yr imagination.... welll guess can say l*** is a pretty complicated thing.... u r never ready 4 wad happens next.... even if u have a pretty good idea bout wad will happen next.... sometimes u juz dunno wad will crop up next... sometimes u feel good bout it... but sometimes u feel sad bout it..... sometimes even angry.... but i guess.... thats y we go thru it...... to learn a little more than ourselves.... haha..... rite nw i dunno wad is it i m bloggin bout.... juz sayi thins i will normally not say out haha.... haiz well later gt tuition at 7.30.... sianz...... but wad to do..... well i will leave it at that.....i guess wadever happens in l***..... wad matters is that u got to hav the strength to go thru it..... n believe it or not.... i believe we all hav it on us somehow or rather....

phew so exhausted

finally it is over le..... can finally take a break...... haiz.... life gotta move on ya.... well decided to juz stay home tmr.... too tired to go sch haha.... n catch up on sch work i hope.... since like nw sch is so useless.... juz doin paper aft paper aft paper.... well guess u ppl get the idea.... i think it will b more productive at home.... but well..... cant say that to teachers so wad to do.... prelims approachin le n i think i m so dead 4 my A lvl.... haiz haiz stress alr AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGG.... well guess tis is the short short post 4 today... gotta get back to my work.... o btw if i dun reply any of yr sms its cos my hp no bat n i cant charge it cos the metal piece broke out... grrr... a piece of advice... dun buy sony ericsson hp... their charger is lousy.... well nw gotta find a replacement hp frm my mom.... hopefully she lend me her 3g hp hehe.... den i wont min a spoilt hp charger haha..... free upgrade..... yessss... hopefully....

another sat passed by again...

well... its been another sat once again... feels like time literally flew by this week...myb cos it was onli a 2 day sch day that really sped things up since i simply hate studyin.... guess the reason i go there is to pass time n meet my classmates haha....haiz.... 80 days to the all impt A lvl.... gotta say i m alr pretty worn out... but guess gotta press on... since its my last few months of sch n den its ns..... but thats gotta wait i guess.... gotta survivie this 1st.... a few days back... my gp tutor asked me if i was ok cos i seemed exceedingly stressed out... but wad to do... well guess really enjoyed today's sermon... seriously thot will fall asleep... but ya guess got many occasions whereby i really gt discouraged.. even by the ppl closest to me... dun blame them cos gess they were indeed stating facts.... well... tis few days pretty busy also.... studies n thefuneral... tmr another day again... i hope i will b strong in my decision n hopefully make the right decision ya.... haha hope u guys enjoy the song n thks to the ppl who helped me wif the techno things like the background music n youtube upload.... thanks!!

i wonder is tis me???

haha did this test today out of boredom.... kinda interestin....

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

now he is gone.....

actually today i had wanted to post somethin on face-value... but i think i will post this instead.... today at around 3 plus.... i got an sms from my mom that my grandfather juz passed away...Guess i didnt really anticipate tis day... so i guess i will dedicate this post to him... He isnt my natural grandfather... for some of u... u may noe that i got 3 sides of grandparents.... He was my mom's dad wen she was given away at young 4 some traditional reason... She grew up under his care n i guess he is the 1 grandfather who i was closest to... i didnt really talk with my natural granddads as much as him.since apart from my maternal grandad.. he was the onli one i knew.. he was a lean strong man i remember.. always askin me bout my sch work since young wen i always went to his hse... i remember he will always say '' fulin... ne yao yong gong''...... mayb his encouragement really helped me....even though he wasn't really my grandfather... i grew to respect him n treat him like one.... i didnt get to see him at te end... the last time was weeks ago at the hospital.... i remember his last words were as above.... to work hard 4 my studies....now i juz wish i can hear him say that 1 more time.... i guess thats juz human nature.... we dont realise how much we appreciate somethin or someone till we have lost it...some of u may have taken someone for granted all tis time.... mayb its time we try to b more appreciative to them.... dun regret it only aft u have lost someone dear to your heart.... juz a simple thank you or kind gesture goes a long way...i guess today... national day will have an all new meaning to me... not the day our nation gained independence... but the day he went...... hope u all will enjoy yr national day.... all the best to all.... n juz wanna say thanks to all my frenz n family who have helped me in 1 way or another..esp to that special someone who i will nt say who... thats it 4 today....

face value....

its a new day... so guess gotta move on... but 1st..guess juz wanted to juz say tis out...guess... rite nw some ppl deal wif ppl based on their qualifications.... sometimes i ponder... is a paper really so impt where we r.... arent we all human in the end??? all on tis earth... does a piece of paper really determine juz who we are.... that it limits us in wad we can n wad we wanna do??? haha... sometimes i question whether juz bcos 1 performs well in an exam... it makes him out to b exactly wad his paper says he can do... everyone is good at somethin... i guess thats wad we gotta find in us.... in the end... it doesnt matter wad the paper says... as long as we ourselves r sure of wad we want in life..... sometimes i ask myself if i judge ppl diferently based on their qualifications.... mayb wads the toughest for some... or easiest 4 some of us is to try to see ppl 4 wad they r... hmmm.... ya... guess thats a food for thought haha... btw... i really hate it wen they mix phy wif chem haha... but wad to do lol.... this post may b borin to some.... so juz look past it if it does... juz a piece of my mind... ya

NATIONAL DAY EVE!!!!!!!!!

haha my 2nd post.... guess tis national day eve was kinda special haha... although the celebration was borin.... n long... the singin session was really warming... haha as most of my class juz swing tgt shoulder by shoulder... really juz felt the stress gone by the power of friendship... pretty hilarious to see some of them feelin awkward puttin arms over shoulders though haha... ya aft that i juz went wif my frenz go play pool haha.... super crowded... we were like totally shocked haha... but we managed to play haha.... guess today me n alvin super sway... team up n hit the black ball into the pocket for 4 consecutive gamez lol... onli at the wrong time haha..... but who cares... we had a gd laugh anyway haha.....in the games my name from jonathan bcome 'jo' 'ni' 'than'... dunno y lol...haha ya aft that our bunch of frenz juz sat down n slacked... talkin bout s'pore.... politics... guy stuff n teachers lol.... my new definition of gd teacher=slack teacher lol.... ya.... but guess we also did strange things lah... like makin videos of hiro teleportation haha... in mac lah.... everyone like lookin at us haha.... ya thats nt all haha... but lazy to type alr haha.... typin is so tirin lol.... n better nt bore anyone wif my day alr haha.... ya... HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PPL!!!!

there is always a first time everythin!!

haha wow... i neva thot i will start a blog... well.... its nth much nw... hope that will change bein such a techno idiot lol.... so if u r seein this juz bear wif it 4 nw ya!! doin my best to see how to improve this lol..... guess its time to b juz a little more adventurous n tryin somethin diff.... lol instead of juz puttin everythin inside hahaha.....