now he is gone.....

actually today i had wanted to post somethin on face-value... but i think i will post this instead.... today at around 3 plus.... i got an sms from my mom that my grandfather juz passed away...Guess i didnt really anticipate tis day... so i guess i will dedicate this post to him... He isnt my natural grandfather... for some of u... u may noe that i got 3 sides of grandparents.... He was my mom's dad wen she was given away at young 4 some traditional reason... She grew up under his care n i guess he is the 1 grandfather who i was closest to... i didnt really talk with my natural granddads as much as him.since apart from my maternal grandad.. he was the onli one i knew.. he was a lean strong man i remember.. always askin me bout my sch work since young wen i always went to his hse... i remember he will always say '' fulin... ne yao yong gong''...... mayb his encouragement really helped me....even though he wasn't really my grandfather... i grew to respect him n treat him like one.... i didnt get to see him at te end... the last time was weeks ago at the hospital.... i remember his last words were as above.... to work hard 4 my studies....now i juz wish i can hear him say that 1 more time.... i guess thats juz human nature.... we dont realise how much we appreciate somethin or someone till we have lost it...some of u may have taken someone for granted all tis time.... mayb its time we try to b more appreciative to them.... dun regret it only aft u have lost someone dear to your heart.... juz a simple thank you or kind gesture goes a long way...i guess today... national day will have an all new meaning to me... not the day our nation gained independence... but the day he went...... hope u all will enjoy yr national day.... all the best to all.... n juz wanna say thanks to all my frenz n family who have helped me in 1 way or another..esp to that special someone who i will nt say who... thats it 4 today....