ya.... i m back again.... well although my prelims r finally over... thought i will b super happy wif this release of stress.... guess mayb nt..... dunno is this post exam stress or juz that i thinkin bout somethin.... well cant ay i slept well last nite.... aft loggin off n talkin to some ppl.... juz started turing about in my bed.... dunny isit hat i juz couldnt sleep like that..... rmb the last time i was like that was last yr 1 day... but as to wad happened i dun wanna bring it up again.... so i did somethin i nvr thught i will do.... at 2 plus in the morn... i couldnt sleep... so i juz got up...
switch on the lights n started istening to christian songs instead of emo ones.... dunno y the change... bt i started havin the urge to read my bible.... so i took it up n suddenly juz started on the book of James... i guess as i looked thru the whole book of james(somone hinted me to read it) i juz started questioning so much of myself... so i took out a piece of paper n started jotting down wad i felt was wrong in my life n seeing wad was my attitude towards it... sadly i realised bout myself wad was wrong.... n i realisd the same words juz came up in my mind... there will b miracles if i believe... i feel pretty ps to say this but 4 the 3 hrs last nite... i nearly teared as i read.... n i actually prayed 4 so many things in my life.... but as nick says... 1 day probs is enough... i shld nt b think bout wad is tmr prbs...so ya... decided nt to think so much anymore.... nt wanting to b in control anymore... cos i believe he will guide me wif his wisdom n pick me wen i fall.... all i gotta do is believe n do my best in wadever he has given me... relationships... studies.. life... hope this testimony helps u guys in yr walk wif christ... ya... well take care ppl... n thanks to those who helped in 1 way or another... n 1 last thing i muz remember is quick to listen... slow to talk n slow to anger.. feel back in him again..ya..cya n enjoy ppl:)
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