well back again... this week has been really tiring... guess mayb its cos i hav really started studyin....hmmm.... last week of sch nxt week den i m on my own... well talkin bout the A lvl... i guess i can onli think of 2 situations arising on the day i get my results... right nw i did badly 4 my prelims... really bad... well 1st senario wen i get my results... i realise i do well 4 my A lvl n can get to the course i want.... that is wad all who do a lvl hope... a miracle... den there is the worst case senario... i do equally bad or a little better than prelim n end up juz passin... which in this case means i will hav no where to go... the qn i m thinkin is den wad?? haha... guess thats a penny 4 thot... guess we gotta b real at some times n think thru wad to do wen things dont turn out our way rite?? lol.. well 1 thing i m sure is that A lvl is nt a full stop 4 me... some of u who dun noe tis... well bcos of the new cirriculum 4 jc... we cannot re-take our A lvl again even i we wanted to... so A lvl is a 1 shot thing... do or die... well alot of ppl choose to think that the end is if we fail the a lvl... but i always hav a philosophy... the one shot at the A lvl does nt mean one shot in life... tmr will hav some seniors comin back to prove that pt... hope it will b helpful to me haha...well enough of that a lvl crap... life is more than that... n God will show me the path haha... well lets juz say tis week has been pretty blurry... i had fun tryin to distract my thots n talkin to frenz n hangin out.. somethin i did pretty little in the past.. n i managed to dig into my studies hard.... well guess this is also helpful in a way as it helps in my studies... but ya... gettin along fine n copin a little better each day tis week wif the issues in my life..so many things happened in the past few weeks so i m glad i m finally slowing down n gettin control over my life again... at least this time i m not alone... ya... n i guess i m finally dealin wif the probs n takin it step by step with His help... haha... on a lighter note... i really like the song on my blog... thats y i put it up haha.... well hope u ppl like it too!! its your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit apparatus haha... well thats all 4 today... cya ppl!!! take care!!!

ps. anyone got the song pure glory(u can watch it at the bottom of my blog) by watermark or christy nockels?? haha if u do... send it to me!!!! really wan it badly haha....