well back again... today church was diff as we had a combined service... guess was prety good bondin with the smaller cell ppl... but it was aft everyone left that i suddenly felt very emo... i didnt noe y... but now i do... but as to wad... i cant say it here... cos well... some things i feel r better left unsaid haha... cos its like personal.... but haiz... i really feel kinda pissed over it... i mean u wanna talk den talk lah... dont say wanna talk den ltr keep complainin but don wanna say anything... haiz... forget it... sry for hearin me bitch today... mayb nick is right... that i m juz tired... well thats all today... cya ppl...