haha these 2 were a few of wad i had... complimentary for evan haha
haha this is duck meat..... lolz... dunno y i take also
haha these 2 pics r my nephews lolz... can u guess wad r their names?? they r all called jonathan!!!!

haha ytd went to church den got the steamboat... in sermon it was bout lovin the unlovables haha.... i knew tis was a sermon for me cos it was in conjunction wif a guy in my squad who everyone dislikes.... well... i will b diff wen i see him tonite.... cos i noe tis is wad GOd wans...

haha at the steamboat.. i was the onli wan who did not eat... so i was like juz sian haha... but i guess i became the grp soup restorer.... the grp rice taker n food restorer haha... n drinks man haha but well i did grab some food hehe frm some of them haa.... little by little... hehe.... so i benefit in a way haha

anyway aft that i went to bedok... the cab fee was 20 plus lah... super ex.... but i really loved the food haha... compared to the food in the week... esp the choc cake haha n of course the many many little nephews n nieces.. brought back memories of me wen i was younger haha... n i really liked my 3 nephews all called jonathan... haha..i had a hard time chasing aft them cos i had to look aft them for their parents haha... anyway goin back i tonite... till next weel again haha.... grr... on the way to finally paSSIN ippt haha... well cya ppl!!! take care all!!

well... ytd i went for the ignite conference... n ya... it was a trip that was worth it... somehow i guess it was in line wif a book i was reading the day b4... bout the secret to true faith... n yup.. i guess i can say i really learnt a lot from it... at ignite conference we had to go super early lah... i also dunno y also... but well i definitely agree there was a lot of ppl... like 1000 plus i think haha... unfortunately my fren alvin was working so he sis not come.. but haha... i actually met a few ppl i never met in a long time.... 1 of them was my junior... hehe.... now he was finally wearing long pants.... guessing he is in sec 4 now haha... n i also met wif a few frenz from pj wan... i didnt noe they were alr christians but its good to noe lah haha...

in the nite... we were supposed to like write in a membership form for new generation haha... there was a section on the sch i was attending haha... so i was like erm how to write??? so i juz put down 2 sch... pj n home team academy lolz... aft a long wait we finally went down the escalator n ya everyone went their separate ways.. den a funny thing happened.. while walkin towards the mrt... there were 2 gals next to me... they were talkin very loud..so i heard their conversation... den 1 of them asked the other.. ehh... u abandoning yr brother ar?? except she pronounced abandoning as (a-bun-de-ning) den i dunno y juz out of habit i actually said aloud... its (a-ban-den-ning) not (a-bun-de-ning)...

all of a sudden i was thinkin like.. wait a min i don even noe them!!y did i juz correct them... den i looked at them awkwardly at them n they were like lookin at me wif funny looks... den i say..l erm sry... instinct.... den they both smiled at me n said... no worries its ok.. den the funny part... while saying that to me... n lookin at my direction... they walked right into the notice board rite in front of them!!! den i of them thot it was a person n said sorry to the notice board lolz... den they both super paiseh.. juz looked at each other.. giggled n juz ran all the way haha... i was like laughin to myself at wad had happened... wad a funny thing to end the day.... ltr on... the guys went to jurong east to makan b4 finally goin home... at my bck gate... i saw that the gate was out of order... so i had to walk 1 round around my hse... haha... wen i finally reached home... i was so tired i juz washed my face n fell on the bed haha... mayb cos at camp i slept early haha...

haiz... tonite bookin in again... well guess its 1 more week again... so i will juz blog till here today... kk till next time... cya ppl:)

well back again aft 1 slack week at camp i guess haha... well ytd.... i really gotta thank God that he really provided a way for me to get to church on time haha... i was released earlier... but somehow i juz feel that its not becos of a coincidence.... i believe He ans my prayer...

aft gettin to church...man i gotta say my police stuff was heavy haha... i went to church direct..so i had to carry everythin there to change haha.... but becos i was too lazy to carry my shoe... i wore my boots haha.... we were playin tis hide n seek game wen suddenly fiona dropped her hp accessory into the drain lolz... at 1st i juz helped to take out the drain cover... but den that evan got a corn on his foot... so he could not go in haha... so no choice i went in haha... the drain was really narrow that i could not go in fully... so i had to use my boot to slowly pull the keychain up usin the edge haha... man... wad i can say is that i really gotta spend a long time polishing my boot now liao haha... haiz... but well i guess its alrite since wad matters was that the keychain was not lost although it was really dirty lol...so it doesnt matter i got dirty lah... but i learnt my lesson nt to wear boots to church again haha...become dirty n kena stepped on by everyone haha...

lookin at it another way... perhaps i gotta b ready for this kinda things in my boots next time my trainin is over n gotta get down n dirty to help ppl lolz... so cant complain... well ytd i had tis talk wif mic bay n ya she told me some things bout my walk wif God lah.... n ya... i could really feel her passion... which i really hope i can grow wif my faith to such a level... haha... anyway... in the nite the guys went to hoagies to eat haha... den suddenly we were joined by gladys n mavis haha... they saw wad we were eatin den call us pigs lah lolz... well... its once in a lifetime good food mah... n i treated the guys to dessert lolz...

the funny one was evan... while he n mavis went to the toilet... marvin added salt to his drink n i told him to add pepper to the straw haha... wen he came back i told evan to propose a toast since i got my pay haha... he somemore so happy lah lol... den wen he drank it..his face changed n he spat the whole thing out haha... we were all like laughing at him lah... so ya... it was a fun thing haha... sorry ar evan.... we could not resist haha...

well guess thats all for now... next sat is ignite conference.. so really lookin forward to it... hopefully can see my frenz frm heart of God church as well haha.... well take care ppl... esp poly ppl havin exams haha... i juz pray i will b able to make it on sat on time wif God help lolz.... goin in tonite again..wif ippt again... haiz..aiya forget it haha..... byeee!!!!!

haha i m back again... if u r wonderin how the heck m i able to blog on a week day... well... its not cos i got a com in camp... but actually.... its cos I M SICK!!!!! well that is if u count sore eye as being sick that is haha.... let me see... i went into camp on last sun.... den on mon... hehe my whole company kena punished writing somethin... as to wad i cannot say lah haha... but well.. we were supposed to hav lessons in the afternoon... but we practically didnt do anything all e way to dinner haha... cool... talk bout slack haha... n it was round there i got the sore eye... although it wasnt so serious...

on tues morn wen i woke up... i rmb andy askin me... ehh how is yr eye... i got up take a look n realised i could barely open it... wen i did... i wshed i didnt haha... it was red... n really red man... i felt like i was lookin at a monster eye haha... i was totally shocked... so i went to do ld n went to see mo haha... he gave me 2 day mc... n i was like yippee... haha wen i went back on wed... my squad mates were like quite happy to see me back to suffer wif them... but today i went to see mo for my review... haha he gave me 2 days again!!! tgt wif my fren who i infected haha... i think... wen i told my squad mates they went totally ballistic haha... like wad the heck!! we spent 6 days here n u onli spend 1 day haha... it was a good laugh...

well that was practically wad happened in the week... n i m really hopin my eye heals or else ltr any mc den at the end they say i gotta re course i will die lah lolz.... well... goin back into camp tmr nite till sat haha.... haiz... now hopin i can get to church for service... but guess i gotta go str... lets juz hope i m released on time... or else i can onli go for cell haha.... well i wil leave it to GOd ba haha....

okok.... thats all for nw... till sat or sun again i guess haha... all e best ppl!! cya!!

a new beginning

back to blog... but i guess tis will b more of a reflection blog.... ytd... pastor shared bout a new beginning in 2008.... but more importantly a new beginning in oneself... more often than not... i often find myself pondering bout this qn... but i guess i never did noe wen to start....

in 2007... i guess it was a yr i was really thinkin bout many things that were happenein around me... it was a yr that i took to really find out juz wad was i doin wif my life... where i wanted to go on from there... to find myself basically... to tell u the truth while i may hav a little idea of that now... i still cant b sure of my future... which is y i guess i shld juz leave that to God to decide for me... ytd... mic bay talked bout father lord the father... basically bout some ppl who may not believe in God as a caring father due to their own experiences... although i never thought bout it b4... but i guess i may hav been influenced by this thinkin all those yrs back.... mayb even the reason i decided to renounce my faith all those yrs back... thankfully i m a christian again... n now i can say i dont regret tis choice...

1 thing i realised before goin for a fresh start was that my old self really showed me the extremes of human nature.... not many ppl noe tis but in fact i really did not like the old me... i guess after the incident all those yrs back i really lost my trust for the ppl around me... i felt i was wearing a facade... n to tell u the truth... i wore it till even i forgot who i really was deep inside..i always felt tis sense of condemnation for myself... but like the story i heard ytd.... if no one is there to condemn me.... then who m i to condemn myself??. becoming a christian again taught me to love again... to trust... n again believing wif faith beyond wad i can see.. in 2007... it was a yr i really felt i grew.... growing in many ways i didnt expect... experiencing things i experienced before... but dealing it in a way never b4... n i have onli God to thank for that...

which is the main reason i believe i m now moving to a new goal.... i do not want to go back to my old self again... always lookin back at mistakes i made...regrets i may have but not bein able to do anything about it... right now i juz wanna live for the present... not being a man of regret but something more... i guess being more for the ppl i care about... haha mayb thats y God put me in the 'mata' force rather than the army... perhaps to teach me along the way of moving beyond juz taking care of myself but the ppl beyond me.... away from the selfish character that i so often am... tis i feel is wad i hope to achieve in 2008... moving beyond the pain...the heartaches of 2007 n b4... n forging a new path that i can b used by God to accomplish wad i myself was never able to... i don noe how far i will go or how badly i will fall away from my comfort zone... but i noe that He will help me thru no matter wad...

so i guess this was the reflection.... guess juz wanted to let it go for the new yr ahead rather than keep it inside,... well back to camp tonite... n new challenges ahead.. i noe this may not sound like me to many of u.... but if u hav read tis far i juz thank you for yr patience n don wry.... i will post a lighter post next time i book out on sat..if i m not too tired to. haha.... well...to all...cya..n to the poly ppl.... all e best n God bless for yr projects or tests! n other ppl.... erm... to a new sch term???!

aft a long absence i m finally back... well 1st of i m glad to say i failed my ippt again haiz... but thank God.. they did not confine me haha... for my 2.4km run.... i was very very very very pissed wen i got my timing... aparently i had failed by 2 sec.. clockin 12.22mins... i could not believe it!!!! argh!!! haiz.... its the kind of feelin u get where so near yet so far u no wad i mean??

well its been a mth since i entered ns... n man can i say i hav eperienced... accomplished n felt pains i nvr endured b4...n i hav experienced both the up sides n down sides... haha wow i sound like i m writing a reflection... but i got 3 more months to go haha... the reason y?? cos today ended my prep course... aka the toughest part of my trainin haha.... wooohooo.... well tis week... i can tell u i experienced somethin so funny i cannot stop laughin haha... as to wad... hehe i wont say... except that its a classic hahaha... well.... i didnt say happy new yr to u guys... so here is a very belated one muahahaha..... HAPPY NEW YR....hmmm.... every week i go in i always feel so dejected frm the outside world.... my frenz.... family.... the tv.... n yes... church haha... well hopefully despite confinement.... i can still make it... think i m released in the aft... so if i got the strength den i will chiong haha...no strength den i wil try my best to go n stay awake haha...

o ya b4 i forget... mus giv a section on my new yr resolutions haha...
1) lose weight
2)get silver for ippt(gotta pass 1st haha)
3)become more matured in thinkin n spiritualy\ly
4) get good grades for a lvl( to get promoted n get to a local uni i hope)
5)good health n good posting aft pop
6) closer relationships wif frenz n reachin out to them
7) a lot more which i cant think of yet... but i will try to fulfil haha.. but of course good health for everyone

haha guess these r for now... hopefully i can reach these goals n indeed embrace the leap yr haha.... well take care ppl n all best to all!!! cya!