i will rmb i always have a choice

after some time... i m back again... next week is my pop... which means that i will b posted out alr... as to wad will i b doin... guess wont b sayin... except its a 9 to 5 job workin for someone lor... and as the pop comes... its also time for me to keep a promise tat i had made...y???

the reason is becos i once told God that while i didnt really want the post i m at... but if it is his will that i will b doin it... i will do it... n keep the promise that i hav been running away from for these few months... mayb some of u will realise that i may b a little different this few months... well... its cos i dunno... i guess i m finally tired of wearing a facade wen facing ppl... this few months has been one of the toughest months of my life... it can b considered one of my most down moments... other than the bad results of my As... and as how mic bay had said on how uncertain my life was... i also learnt some things bout my past as well... how my mom actually told me some things that i didnt wanna noe... but i had to noe in order to prepare in the future...its really complicated and somehow i doubt i can do it? but still... it has to come i guess..

i really wanna take tis chance to thank the ppl who has been so patient wif me tis few months.. n actually accompanying me wen i needed a break... even though i noe they have a very busy life... ppl like marvin... jac... will... haha well u guys noe who u r...

as to the promise i made? well i gave him my word that if i really got this post.. it will mean that he wants me to forget bout everythin in the past... n have a new focus in life... that i will hav to let go of everythin and everyone that will prohibit a change... as the movie i watched ytd... second chance.. its time i leave it completely to him n take tis 2nd chance myself..not juz for him... but myself as well...

i myself feel that tis will b pretty hard.. but as the bible says... trust him n fear nothing but the God almighty right? haha.. soi'ss see how tis goes... well if u got to read tis post... mayb u r lucky... mayb not haha... i leave it up to u.. well cya all..