well... its been a long long time since i last updated... n l can say i experienced alot in these 2 weeks haha... but to get things started let me update u on the amazing race that my church organised....

i can say it was a gd experience for me... during the amazing race as it was the 1st time i was a grp leader in church haha... so for once i attended the leaders meeting on fri haha... yup... my grp had hsien tze, sasha, rachel(a newcomer haha), lora, oli, ziyi, yani, shi feng and yu ting... of course including me... at 1st i guess i was pretty nervous cos i didnt noe hw cooperative my grp will b but well... they were the most cooperative bunch i guess haha... we were told to bring 2 sets of clothes... so i was prepared to get down n dirty haha...

we went to like 4 diff places haha... n during the race we actually got lost... no not in finding the place... but upon reaching the destination, in finding the game marshall haha.... esp at imm haha.....grrr.... n it was both tough mentally n physically for me as well haha... for e.g.. how many of u noe that imm stands for international merchandise mall???? n i nearly died at rock climbing haha... while i felt good bout finishing it...(mic bay said it was the advanced wall... but i kinda doubt it haha) i came down wif sore fingers that was swollen the entire week lolz...

but i guess the worst of all was the game the slider..... where i was the base of the human ladder we formed... needless to say i came out 1 of the dirtiest aft the game haha... n there was so much mud on my body u would think i m naked from afar haha.... yup... that bad.. n the whle time the yi ppl were filming us... so we had to like act lah u noe lolz..... welll all in all while we didnt win the amazing race... we certainly didnt lose... so really gotta thank God that we came out fine... other than a little cuts n briuses here n there lolz.....

on the previous sunday i went to tis uncle hse in the nite lolz... while the food was good, wad i really did that amazed me was that i actually joined that uncle's son and daughter n niece for a karoake session haha..well i guess it was alrite since they were all round my age as well.. while i was hesitant at 1st... well... aft getting the mike shoved in yr face by the 3 of them... u would start singing as well haha.... n i actually sang chinese songs... haha.... while my mom complimented my voice... i kinda felt i wasnt a really gd singer haha... cos i can tgo too high if not i will zao xia haha....

last week i watches loads of movies haha.. actually onli 2... don mess wif the zohan n get smart... i will highly reccommend get smart over zohan cos 1... i felt it was funnier... evan n i kept laughing thruout the movie haha.... n 2... its more worthwhile as a comedy lol... hahah oh oh nt forgetting the sermon on sat haha... which had to do wif misusing God's name haha.... like i for 1 m gonna control my thots n words haha... cos wad i say will afect hw i m looked upon as a christian lolz... while some of the things i said b4 were said in ignorance... i believe now that i noe wad not to say... i oughta control my tongue as well hahaha...

well thats bout all so far... now kinda tired n wanna crash in juz a little earlier haha.... esp since my muscles r aching haha.... nope.... nt from the rock climbing but from the trip to the gym i went earlier on haha.... so ya... here is wishing all ppl wif examinations all the best n GOD BLESS...haha.... haiz... busy day tmr... hope i can write down everything on time tmr for the meeting since i will b takin minutes... grrr.... well cya ppl!!!

well back again,.... n i guess i got a happy ending thing to blog abt today... well last nite i went out wif my dad... it was all fun n cool n all... wadz more i actually ate a pretty good buffet haha... got sashimi.... crayfish... good prawns... o n my fav..... a tiramisu cheezecake!!! if mic bay ate it i think she might go crazy haha... but well wen we came home my mom stopped us n we all had a talk... or rather it was btw my sis n my mom... so i was like the middleman... soon.... tension was high n i was thinkin,.... wad the heck m i doin there... but den at the end.... i dun noe wad came over me... but i juz started talkin to my sis.... n like... i dunno.. for a long time now... i nvr did dare giv ppl advice... cos i felt really not gd enough to... cos i guess... havin probs of my own... who am i to do it??? but somehow i juz helped my sis... n while i hav no idea wad i said... it helped her n i actually got to experience recouncilation again.. n somehow i guess i learnt somethin else... sometimes we may make mistakes... n ppl lose their trust in us... n while we may change... we may get frustrated wen we find that ppl still don believe we hav changed...

but at the end of the day... its not others but ourselves that need to prove to others that we can b trusted again.... n in the end.. it does nt matter if the world does ntbelieve us? rather... as long as we hav a clear conscience,, we can b sure that GOd will always noe the truth... to tell u the truth... i actually felt good bout myself for once in a long long time... after finally being able to help again last nite... n i guess... thats more than enough for me.............................................






well i saw tis bell on the bus n i actually was kinda alarmed bout pressing the button haha... thks to the emergency use underneath... but well.. i guess it was kinda interesting to me hhaha.... enjoy:)