well back again,.... n i guess i got a happy ending thing to blog abt today... well last nite i went out wif my dad... it was all fun n cool n all... wadz more i actually ate a pretty good buffet haha... got sashimi.... crayfish... good prawns... o n my fav..... a tiramisu cheezecake!!! if mic bay ate it i think she might go crazy haha... but well wen we came home my mom stopped us n we all had a talk... or rather it was btw my sis n my mom... so i was like the middleman... soon.... tension was high n i was thinkin,.... wad the heck m i doin there... but den at the end.... i dun noe wad came over me... but i juz started talkin to my sis.... n like... i dunno.. for a long time now... i nvr did dare giv ppl advice... cos i felt really not gd enough to... cos i guess... havin probs of my own... who am i to do it??? but somehow i juz helped my sis... n while i hav no idea wad i said... it helped her n i actually got to experience recouncilation again.. n somehow i guess i learnt somethin else... sometimes we may make mistakes... n ppl lose their trust in us... n while we may change... we may get frustrated wen we find that ppl still don believe we hav changed...

but at the end of the day... its not others but ourselves that need to prove to others that we can b trusted again.... n in the end.. it does nt matter if the world does ntbelieve us? rather... as long as we hav a clear conscience,, we can b sure that GOd will always noe the truth... to tell u the truth... i actually felt good bout myself for once in a long long time... after finally being able to help again last nite... n i guess... thats more than enough for me.............................................






well i saw tis bell on the bus n i actually was kinda alarmed bout pressing the button haha... thks to the emergency use underneath... but well.. i guess it was kinda interesting to me hhaha.... enjoy:)