recently i was watching this movie... its called majestic... featuring non other than the yes man star Jim carrey haha.... well as to how the whole movie runs, i m not too sure... but the gist of it goes along the lines of this guy(carrey) being accused of being a communist and being brought on trial... but juz b4 that... he gets into an accident n ends up in a totally laidback town with amnesia(the sickness where someone loses all his memories??) yup

I guess during the movie.... it got me thinking bout many many many things... i guess i wonder... if supposing someone were to lose his memory... den be introduced into an environment where apparenty ppl think of him as being a totally good person... where b4 that... he waas somethin sort of like a jerk... or how abt a person who made many bad decisions b4 gettin amnesia... someone who feels that his life is like a total waste... how will he feel now? will he have a totally new personality>? even becoming a better person than he ever thought possible?? If someone was able to forget everything bout his past... the good times... the bad times... the regretful instances.... juz how will he be changed as a person??

Or for that matter a fact... supposing that someone is a christian... but due to the losing of memories... he forgets that... wat will happen? i guess there are many possibilities for such things... ..... Sure the person may end up being diff person... or in the movies... either becoming a hero or the villain... .... den i guess the next question really triggers my interest... supposing after some time being a different person.. mayb living a more meaningful life... freed from the chains of the past... and he suddenl rmbs who he was in the past....knowing juz wad kind of a man he is... in other words... wen our past catches up with us... which life will that person choose? who he was b4? or who he is after... which identity will he choose? which will inadvertly affect his entire life... friends... family... r/s.... Even who he believes in himself as a person...

haha... sometimes... i wonder... if i were to lose all my memories in the past... den mayb become an entirely different person... forgetting all the ppl in my past... my religion.. my character.... my personality... my regrets.... my accomplishments... my strengths.... my weaknesses... being an entirely new person... what will i do? if i were to remember my past once more... juz wad will i choose? to remember my past? and accept who i was b4 n turn back to the old me that the ppl around me rmb me as? or will i choose to forget who i was in the past.. n move on... staying as the person who i have now become? whether good or bad? n with wad i choose.. how will my life change again..........haha of course that is somethin that not every1 really wanna experience... but when such circumstances befall us... what will we choose? guess its a mystery that can nvr be answered.......................................................................................