masked

well.... back again... its sat.... hmmm guess can say today was pretty ok.... a happy day 4 me.... had a eally fun time hanging out wif someone... cant say who 4 security reasons haha..during lunch at bpp b4 goin to church today.....at church... i was told at the last min i was the icebreakerer.... n i didnt noe.. nearly had heart attack.... but thank god he provided me if the wisdom to get it over wif haha... ya well i guess today was better compared to the rest o the week since it was a prety rough week.... except fri nwards of course... i will always rmb the stomach pains i had to endure durin the exam grrrr... neva wanna feel it again... but haiz... u noe... its times like tis that it makes u realise juz how unpredictable lif can b??? u neva noe wad will happen.... but iend... hopefully its accordance to god will.... i guess no mattr wad prob u face... hether u happy...sad.... depressed or fed up bout it... i guess we shld nvr let our emotions get the better of us.... in such a case... askin 4 god wisdom is the best alternative....

wad rlly struck out 4 me today was wen ps song say we r alwalys wearing a mask... i m one to agree wif that... cos sometimes i really feel that i m wearin a facade... its onli wif the closest of frens that u r willing to let them see who u truly are.... n the reason 4 the facade is cos we r driven by fear rite?? i wonder if there will ever b a time we an all show who we really are 24/7.... guess will b workin to that day... shld it ever come.... cos in the end... well...........................

last papers of the week!!

haha back ppl... well today was the last sch day of the week n man can i say i m totally fatigued haha..... esp today... did hist n econs haha a 3hr n a 2.15hr paper... frm morn to aft... let me see... tis is the 1st time i ever written 6 essays in like 1 day.. no wonder they call it a killer paper haha.... wad is most embarrassing is that tis morn only 2 ppl turned up... me n my fren shawn since we r the onli ppl takin hist hha.... grrr the others r geog ppl lolz... well anyway... i learnt that writinh 4 essays in 3 hrs is no easy feat haha.... by the 3rd essay i almost gave up haha... but luckily i pressed on... hopefully i did ok haha...

well but the highlight of the day was in the nite.. y??? cos well we celebrated evan bdae!!! haha... ya had a pretty fun time... well the thing is evan treated us to a jap dinner t ajisen haha... me n nick that is... n we really had a fun time.... juz talkin crap n well stuff boys talked bout.... well wanted to catch the jet li movie.. but couldnt due to it bein too late.... so we did the next bes thing.... eating ben jerry haha.... we actually ate the merlion(the 2nd pic).. haha a 19.50 icecream wif lots of stuff on it haha... it was pretty cool n we really enjoyed it haha.... but guess one of the funnies was wen evan bought this drink.... n ouldnt open it!!! lol..... we went thru eeryone and in the end had to ge the lady to open 4 us haha.... so embarassing haha..... caught it all on vid lolz.... but nt puttin it here so if u wanna seethe embarrassing vid well juz ask me lolz..... well anyway..... we really had a fun time juz hangin out... laughin at each other n even laughin at evan who gets drunk without even drinkin alcoho... juz 0.5%passionfruit juice haha.... well thats all 4 nw ppl... weekend comin so is an end tomy preims.... woohoo... cant wait 4 it to end man haha... well tae care ppl...... nitez!!!! turning in 4 the nite haha!!!!!!

COMPLETELY

completely... think tis is the song... frm facing the giants haha

haha found this video... really luv the song.... so here it is 4 u ppl.... hehe... nth much to blog except that i screwed up my phy reel bad again.... argh!!!!!! haiz.... the 1 sub i cannot overcome.... grrr.... wad to do wad to do??? well no point cryin over spilt milk.... so well a few more papers to go... anyway... if any of u gt the song... let me noe ok??? haha well ya.... thats all today... till nxt time hahaha...

haha dunno wen is the nxt time

well back again.... today is the last day of the hols 4 me.... but ya.. tmr the nitemare begins.... as to the results i juz dun wanna think bout it... well on sat was quite interesting.... left church early den went 4 this family gathering at the turf club...the 1st time in a long time i ate so much seafood... well met my niece jans n my nephew jonathan as well.... yup... the same name as me... but a super hyperactive dude...had a hard time catchin him...well aft that.... my aunts started singin karoake n i gt challenged to a drinkin competition by my uncle.... but my aft 2 cups...i guess i won by default since in the end he got scolded by them 4 drinkin again... cos they didnt want to have to haul him out aft the drink n i guess they were afraid he would say some things while he was drunk... well i experienced that once wen he spoke to me while drunk in a pub.... nvr gonna forget that.... haiz.... but guess my nitemare wasnt over as my aunts wanted me to sing.... so did my cousins.... so i did the best thing.... running out of there!! well that was on sat....

nth much on sun except mayb 4 the fact that i had a wierd dream tis morning haha.... i dreamt of church!! can u believe it?? except tis church snl was at a bigger location... wif better facilities... unfortunately nt all of nissi light was there... guess onli a few ppl left... didnt even see mic bay!! well i wonder if that dream was somethin God wanted to show me bout cosbt... anyway ps.daniel in that dream started talkin to me bout findin a new plot 4 this church infrastructure to b built on.. sayin we gt too many ppl... all i rmb was sayin some chim details bout buildings wif him n we were discussing bout cosbt... pretty scary since i didnt noe wad i was talkin about... juz came out of my mouth... mayb its a premonition haha.... wont b the 1st time God talked to me like this n showed me such things... well gotta wait n see if this will come to pass as well..haha... ya guess i wrote alot today...cos 3 days combined in 1 haha... guess wont b able to blog anytime soon... cos of prelims till the 20/9 haizz.... back to studyin i guess... good luck to all prelim ppl n 4 poly ppl in their hols... enjoy haha... 4 those workin... work hard ya!!!

blinded

thurs... well it seems that the hols is finally comin to an end.... haiz... means papers next tues.... arghh.... the prelims i dreaded so much is finally here.... boohoo... well anyway... i actually gt hit by a basketball today.. right in the face... i dont believe it!!!!! i was lookin in another direction...next thing i knew... ball in the face... right on my sensitive nose... well anyway... guess today was a super busy day... went frm place to place... lke all over s'pore... guess i sat on the train the most n.o of times today also... well guess today i also learnt some life lessons... we may have bondages that chain us to miseries of life.... but i guess its wen we finally break thru them do we realise hw blind our lives had been b4 that...aft readin a fren's blog... i started thinkin wad kinda christian i m... guess most of the time i m afraid that i feel like a lukewarm christian... wen i feel the fire.... its only a short time.... mayb the reason is cos i was too stuck up wif the past that i was blinded bout the present... but 1 thing i always noe is that wen i fall... i can always count on God n my true frenz to help me out and accepting me 4 who i m... nt juz another facade... yup.. guess wrote a little more than usual today... well take care ppl n enjoy the last sept hols.... jc2 ppl....treasure yr time well ya:)

te

well back... n halfway thru the hols alr.... ya... but nt really hols 4 me lah.... study... ok so i did go queensway n sakura... but still nt much of a hols... in a way guess tis is my last hol also... ya anyway... was pretty unlucky ytd.... dunno how my com kena virus.... haiz haiz.... well hopefully i resolved it today.... ya... if not can cry alr haha... cos i use my com alot alot one... ya guess today was pretty mundane... juz studyin.... at tuition was pretty funny as everyone were so engrossed in our studies... at least i was daydreaming i guess... den my teacher started talkin to us bout fixin another tuition date... but as i was listening to my ipod i didnt really hear him at all.... den ltr like the gals were talkin to him n they looked at me i juz kept nodding... guess they thot i was listening... but i wasnt... its wasnt till the end that i asked that i realised the gals had changed to fri!! so haiz... another math tuition.... haiz... stress.... boring.... NEEDA DESTRESS!!!! ANY IDEAS HOW TO?? ya... kk super tired but back to studyin... so cya ppl enjoy the hols...

procratination(hope i gt the spellin rite)

ya.. tis is sat... so i juz finished church guess i learnt on the deadliness of procrastination.... it really hurts our success... so mayb i shld start changin b4 i m doomed by it haha.... so tis r my 6 things tmr.....1) mug econs...2)do housework....3)interact wif my friends n family more.....4)mug hist....5)wash the toilet...ewwww.......6) call gladys 4 qt 4 the 1st time in a long time..... lolz.... ok i muz finish that...die die also muz... so can take control of my life.... well today i was at mac at the nite... studyin wif marv till 11.... so i went to but orange juice... man i tell u the lady was super scary.....the lady who served me lah... i asked 4 orange juice without ice... den she stared at me n said... don worry sir...WE NEVER PUT ICE IN ORANGE JUICE.... her eyes was so big i was like... ok so wad did i do nw... well... basically her face changing skills r scarily gd... haha hope i dun dream of her tonight.... brrrrrrrr... or i will b super scared lol... ya thats all today ppl..... no more procrastinating ya:)